I Was Only Kidding

When I said that I'd be faithful
When I promised I'd be true
When I swore that I could never
Be with anyone but you
When I told you that I loved you
With those tender words I spoke
I was only kidding
Now, can't you take a joke?
When I said that I need you, baby
When I told you that I really care
When I said that I can't live without you
When I said I'd follow you anywhere
When I said you could always trust me
When I said I'd never leave you flat
Well, guess what?
I was only kidding, baby
I can't believe you fell for that
You're so gullible (I was only kidding)
I was only kidding (I was only kidding)
You thought that was for real?
I was only kidding
Now I'm sorry if you misunderstood,
but the fact remains (I was only kidding)
I was only kidding (I was only kidding)
Baby, baby, I was (I was) only kidding
Well, I guess I got you pretty good
Now listen
When I said that I love you, baby
From the very bottom of my heart
When I said that I miss you so badly
Every second that we're apart
When I swore that you're just getting more and more
Beautiful every day
Well, I was only kidding, honey
What's the matter with you anyway?
Let me tell you something (I was only kidding)
I was only kidding (I was only kidding)
You understand, don't ya?
I was only kidding
Well, I guess it probably hurt you a lot,
but you gotta know (I was only kidding)
I was only kidding (I was only kidding)
Come on now, get a clue
I was only kidding
I really love you
NOT!
When I said you oughta marry me
When I said that we should settle down
Well, I was pullin' your leg there, honey
I was just foolin' around!
You see,
II never meant to upset you, darlin'
I never meant to hurt anyone
I was only kidding, baby
Why don't you just put down that gun?
Let's talk this over (I was only kidding)
I was only kidding (I was only kidding)
Watch where you point that thing (I was only kidding)
Hey, I'm sorry if your heart is broke;
you gotta realize (I was only kidding)
I was only kidding (I was only kidding)
Aww, yeah
I was only kidding
Now honey, can't you take a joke? (I was only kidding)
I was only kidding (I was only kidding)
I was only kidding (I was only kidding)
I was only kidding (I was only kidding)
I was only kidding (I was only kidding)
I didn't lie to you
I was only kidding
Yes indeed (I was only kidding)
Baby, baby, you know (I was only kidding)
Hey!
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Yep I posted these lyrics because I was feeling absolutely horrible and that, apparently, my mind associated with this song... Nice right? Guess this song is pretty terrible. And I hate sad songs so I couldn't think of ONE when I finally needed one. Today I've been doing Geometry all day and about halfway through I realized that I was NOT going to be able to get it all done in time to make it to legos. It was about that time that my mind went "WHAT? AUGH I'm not working with you anymore!" I snuck off somewhere that I usually go when I get upset enough to actually not be able to ignore it anymore and I cried... Unusual. No I wasn't crying only because of the lego meeting, although admittedly that was most of it. I was just stressed out. Which is pretty much the only time I'll actually be driven to tears. When I'm extremely stressed. I mean honestly, who decided moody teenagers should go to high school anyway? And they pack those four grades with so much darn work that extracurricular activity is pretty much impossible. Seriously - who cares if Halie answered two pages of questions about "The Masque of the Red Death"? And besides how can anyone enjoy Edgar Allen Poe's stories anyways?!?! (Sorry Claire, but I just don't get it!). Who reads depressing things like that and says "Oh that was so enjoyable!"? Not I. Which is where my extreme dislike of sad songs stems from. I don't like to read or listen to depressing things because it doesn't make me feel good inside, or excited, or hopeful or anything except mean and grouchy. Lucky for me my mind naturally tries to resist and block out unhappy things so pretty much after I get myself all sad or something then shortly after my mind goes, "Well it's not the end of the world. Obviously there's a reason that was in God's plan. And life goes on, there's so many things to look forward to in the future, like...etc". All I can say is it really sucked that I missed the lego meeting and I'm going to work my hardest to ensure that I have all my work done in the future. I'm feeling better already. I'm weird right? And also I'm thinking maybe I shoudn't stay up SO late watching Heroes, and that I should eat something. I'm starving... How was I supposed to think on an empty stomach anyway? I won't be at the lego meeting tomorrow. I'm not at all sure what's going on, I think tomorrow's Hannah's birthday party at the mall and I might be going to that even though I've got no money to blow. Which is probably best in my case ;). Holy cow I feel soo much better! It's almost a lightheaded feeling now... I love it! The words on the page of my Teaching Textbooks Geometry book no longer look squished, incomprehensible and evil (That's right they lost their evil grins ;). So I think I can safely pop in the disk of torture and listen to that one thing in that one lesson that I just wasn't getting and then finnish the rest of my lessons to catch up before my ES comes tomorrow. I'll probably write more later. Laterz!